random
nothing important to say today ^_^; I remember what I WANTED to blog the other day but completely forgot though 9.9;; *ahem* I love having classes downtown. Not only do I get to drive an extra half hour or so per day, I get to walk past all the happy bums. Now, I don't think much of a bum sleeping on the sidewalk, other than to note it to myself. But after two hours of class and the same bum is sleeping on the same part of the sidealk, I start to wonder if the bum is even alive. Apparently so. I havn't seen said bum for about two days now, but ever so wonderfully, my bum was sleeping on the sidewalk again today, and a different part of it no less.

It's gross, but even as roadkill porcupines are kinda cute (course it could ahve to do with the fact it must have been hit last night, so by the time I drove past it it was hardly mutilated)

Ah yes, as of tomorrow, I no longer have a parking pass to park downtown. T_T; this is frustrating. I payed the fricking money to park at school, I don't mind that, but it's gonna hella expensive to continue to park here. arg...

I had something that was actually interesting to blog, but I cannot remember now ^_^; I must note though that it's great fun to torture Hans by depriving him of sex. 9.9; ok, not depriving per se, but not letting him get it on with a particular person *coughmarroncough*

I took my older sister to the county health place yesterday to get her food handling permit, and I got to read the American Journal of Nursing while I waited. There was a really nifty article called 'can I have a bandaid?' This nurse worked at a school that was in the 'bad' part of town and she was used to questions like that. So she naturally just handed him a bandaid when he asked. He didn't leave and asked for a bigger bandaid. She she gave him one. When he still didn't leave she asked what was the matter. The kid said he'd been shot. (o.o) The nurse was suprised and had never seen a bullet wound before, so she took off an old, icky bandage and wrapped it up, noticing it was starting to get infected. She asked if he had a prescription for antibiotic, and he siad no that he could get one because he'd been put in juvenile detention. After some work she got someone who would pick up the antibiotics for him, and then sent him home. He promised to get the antibiotics and then come back to talk to her the next day. Three days passed. Then the kid showed up again. He had not even changed the bandage, but was carrying a brown paper bag. Like a child showing off his greatest treaures, the boy pulled out bandages, ointment, and even his antibiotics one by one to show to her. The nurse showed him how to apply new bandages, and explained his antibiotics to him, then sent him on his way again. She did not see him for another three months (I think...) and then he came by the nurse's office again. He'd been transferred to a new school, and he was living with his mother who had finished rehab and was putting their lives back together. The nurse never saw him after that day, but in giving that boy a bandaid, she'd helped more than a bandaid could.

*sniffle* wasn't that beautiful? that's my synopsis of the pretty story I read. ^_^ reminded me of vogel actually. I can see him going to the school nurse and asking for a bandaid when he's bleeding to death *rolls her eyes* T_T; I'm going to shoot the person sitting next to me, she's driving me up a wall. But I have to get going, cause class jsut started. Man do I love blogging with my spare time.

  Thursday, September 27, 2001 || 09:12 a.m.

  I wish I was...
I wish I was a little bit taller I wish I was a baller (?) I was I had a rabbit in a hat with a bat an *THWAP!* no no no no no no, must sing GOOD songs, don't give into the evil! >.< I wish I was a hunter, I wish I was a hunter I wish I was a hunter I wish I wasahunter IwishIwasahunter IwishIwasahunterIwishIwasahunterIwishIwasahunter....

  Wednesday, September 26, 2001 || 09:17 a.m.

  *blank*
oh!!! I completely forgot!!! *GLOMPS ORION SUGEEE!!!! *fangirl KYAAAAAA!!!* ^_^

  Tuesday, September 25, 2001 || 01:02 p.m.

  sad...
does anyone know if poechan is avoiding me? *sigh* I yelled at him the other night (speaking of which I think I've yelled at nearly everyone recently) but I can hardly apologise if he gets offline whenever I get on... ne, should anyone spot him online and he's actually willing to talk to you, please tell him I would like to talk to him? he doesn't even have to talk back if he does not wish to

I'm at my sister's apartment! whoo! her connection is so much faster than mine!! ^__^ deeemo, it's even faster at the school, so *biiiiiii* neechan.

gemchan, I have a conspiracy theory... something big and evil is out there eating everyone O.O perrysama went to her lab and NEVER came back, and then dora went to reboot and NEVER came back!!! they were EATEN I tell you!! EATEN!! oh! and I have a um... pretty idea for a comic! *hee* you'll have to be online for me to tell you about it though...

  Tuesday, September 25, 2001 || 12:53 p.m.

  freeDOOM
well, today with my free time I went to Journeys Down cause there are worse things to do with my spare time. I actually thought it would be blocked (cause pitas AND blogger are blocked *shrugs*) shockingly enough it was NOT blocked. then, I decided I'd go to LotM (I'd link but I can't pull the link out of my arse like I can the other), only IT was blocked!!! *SHOCK!* YOU have somethng dirty on your comic that I don't know about, DON'T you?! *cries* why didn't you tell me? I would have been reading it since forever ago... ^_~

Thus my morning started out beautifully. Not to mention that pitas decided it would be fun to post this blog as soon as I put in the title... hmm... I think it's a sign.

;_; my dad is grumpy... I asked him how to get to the county health place, cause I don't know downtown too well, and he got all pissed off that I'd been there once and I should remember how to get there again. Well, geez... a whopping once, eh? (canadian, eh?) I guess I should know how to get EVERYWHERE that I've been once (okay, so I do know how to get most places that I've been once, so sue me)

ahh... *sighs* it's official, I'm a sap/fruitcake/freaik/reject... why? ^####^ cause I absolutely ADORE being called dear heart 9##9;; *ahem*

  Tuesday, September 25, 2001 || 09:16 a.m.

  *sigh*
nevermind sempai, I changed my mind. you blog STILL looks good, but it STILL takes forever to load... you wonder why I don't read it that much. ^_^;; MY I-NET CONNECTION IS TO FREAKING SLOW, OKAY?! ^_^; thank you. it IS pretty though, I like the pic!

  Monday, September 24, 2001 || 10:03 p.m.

  forgetfulness...
OH!!! I completely forgot. I LOVE your new blog layout, it's simple yet nice so far, though I have the feelign you're not done with it (possibly cause you have no links OR images and I know how mcuh to like your pics, sempai) but it's looking really good so far ^__^ has my approval (and we all know how much you really need my approval *coughb#llsh#tcough*)

  Monday, September 24, 2001 || 09:15 a.m.

  maybe not
I'm so happy for you!! ^_^ nee, you think I should read those so I can drive my sister insane by babbling about repair man jack too? ^__^

I like my veggie tales dvd! I looked up all the easter eggs on it, neechan! the puppy song was SO special... you need to come over and watch it, you're about the only other person in spokane that can appreciate the beautifulness that is the ultimate veggie tales silly song countdown.

oh good lord... why is perry letting her roommate read the hans marron rp over her shoulder, sempai? *looks innocent* we all know I would never write something lemony *cough* yummy... citrus... I'm so verra happy that perry-sama is back online though! I miss my romance novel-lust for blood-studly dood HANS! *sniffle* and FnM... can't forget that ^__^

Wow, class is slow starting, this is why I'm blogging AGAIN ^_^;; there's nothing wrong though, right? I'm allowed to blog as much as I fricking want to!!! considering I usually don't blgo as much as I should, it might be a good thing I now have time to between classes ^_^

  Monday, September 24, 2001 || 09:07 a.m.

  welcome to the class of stupid people
*ahem* today in my first class we all learned how to sign up for email accounts. This was almost as educational to me as when we learned how to insert floppy diskettes into the a: drive. T_T;; what's really scaryu is that people actually learn something in this class just about every day. I ALSO found out that the class is not even taught by a computer teacher, he's and ENGLISH teacher. For crying out loud, I really am going to go insane in this class. *grr*

Okay, now that I've vented that, I want the people who read my blog to get a new email address I had to sign up for. I think I'm going to not use it for anything other than friends (and my teacher apparently) so as to avoid as much SPAM as possible, I'm just gotten tired of my lycos one, cause I get about 10 spam mailings a day *rolls her eyes*

ready? gabriel_leenge@yahoo.com

now was that so hard? I know it's kinda a funky name, but it's from a rp character so I could remember it. GABE!

Gabe: eh?
Rach: ooh, she's canadian
Gabe: *rolls her eyes*

ANYWHO! class is about to start and I actually have a test today, so I should be a good child and pay attention. JA! MINNA!

  Monday, September 24, 2001 || 09:00 a.m.

  o-perversion
am I perverted? I think so. Working at Target today, someone's purchase came ot an even $69.69... that's including tax, people. So I started to laugh, and the person looked at me really wierd. *shrugs*

Another note... I found all the pretty easter eggs on my veggie tales dvd I bought today. The japanese version of where is my hir brush is simply beautiful. ^_^; boku no... he-a burashi...

  Sunday, September 23, 2001 || 10:08 p.m.

EVIL!

  Saturday, September 22, 2001 || 10:03 p.m.

  Ricky Martin!!
anyone remember my pretty dream about ricky martin? this has to be a quick blog, but I just had to share that I got a lovely spam mailing from a rickym, and it brought back charming memories. Maybe it's a sign my dream is coming true, who knew Ricky Martin went spokane community college? ^_^;;

  Friday, September 21, 2001 || 09:27 a.m.

  ARG!
*jealous* this is what I get for getting online opn the comps at school... mine is so sloow (i-net wise at least) what's really sad is I think these comps might actually be better than the one I have at home too *sigh*

Anywho, the real poitn to this blog is that I wanted to glomps everyone!

*glomps gem*

*glomps neechan*

*glomps dora*

*glomps lissa*

*glomps sempai*

*glomps poechan*

*glomps anyone she missed*

gem, btw, your blog still makes me start to sing personal jesus... don't ask why, it just does ^_^;;

The end

  Tuesday, September 18, 2001 || 12:32 p.m.

  Absence
Why? Cause I've been working ^_^; School starts for me tomorrow (I know I'm way behind the rest of you) and sadly, I have a 6:30 class (yes, that's am, and that's REALLY early for college. Anywho, we moved my sister out today. ;_; I'm greatly saddened by this... Although something SPECIAL happened in the process. That's my first story for this blog ^_^

Have any of you ever seen someone with half their life strewn across the highway, cause something like a suitcase fell out of the back of their truck? Didja think 'poor sap, glad that's not me'... It sucks if that is is you. (oo oo oo oo, sucks to be you) On the way to jamie's apartment we had the dresser in the back of the truck, and it keeled over, right onto the highway. Everyone was actually really nice and didn't run us or her stuff over, some of it's the worse for wear, but her dresser in in mostly one peice, and she has all her clothes and such (we hope ^_^;; ) The only thing I really feel bad about is that she had the top drawer full of fun toys (mcdonalds, dizzey land and the such) and I'm worried we may have missed some of those and I know some did get broken. Sadness... I scared my mommy cause I ran out onto the highway to pull the dresser proper out of the lane so no one would hit that, cause that would have been ugly.

Story two! While I was on the phone with cal tonight, there was a frog sitting on the table out on the deck. Not doing anything, just sitting there. It made me think of the first summer we moved into this house. A frog had jumped onto the screen door, and no one had noticed it, and the screen door had been closed ON the frog. Yes, tragic, but not the true point of the story. Come the end of summer, someone actually thought to look up in the top corner of the screen door and saw this dried, brown, thing there. Yes, the frog. No one saw it for most of the summer and so we had a dried frog stuck to the door. The end. ^_^

PS. To gem: neechan's internet is not working at her apartment at the moment, so she may not be able to get on for a bit. Tay? She's also having problems calling long distance at the moment too (she tried tonight) and so she cannae call you either. ^_^;; *glomps* I'm more than happy to carry messages for the both of you though. tay? TAY!

  Sunday, September 16, 2001 || 10:27 p.m.

  sensou...
okay, I know a few people know that I have a boyfriend on the national guard... I'd blog about that and how it relates to everything else going on but... I'd prolly start to cry. And no one wants to see that.

So, instead I'll blog this. *ahem* I want a sattelite dish with a laser attachement. Thank you.

  Thursday, September 13, 2001 || 10:33 p.m.

  WTC
I have to echo my sister on this, for starters. When I first heard about the plane crashing into the towers I was so asleep I didn't care. Honestly. To start I couldn't even figure out what the World Trade Center was.

Personally, I think it's someone just trying to start a war. I know that sounds stupid, or like something out of a movie... but this all feels like something out of a movie. Someone crashes jets on the same day that afganastan gets bombed later. We don't admit to it at this point, and I don't know who did the bombing. It could have been us, but if it wasn't, who was it? Theory: the same people that had planes crash into the WTC. Why? I don't know, but I also wonder why killing more innocent people is going to even come close to avenging the deaths of those in the twin towers.

Nee, sempai, some people TRY to give blood. Take me, I've been trying for years, but blood takey people have this rule about tumors and donating blood. *shrugs* don't ask me, my blood is normal, actually. It's not as if I can pass it on through my blood. Oh well... You're not an ice cold bitch, I tend to agree with you on most of those points.

That's my penny on it all...

  Thursday, September 13, 2001 || 12:08 a.m.

  sabishi....
*sigh* don't ask me why I feel lonely recently... I have a few theories... but I can't be sure. I think there's a few things behind it, there usually is, ne? My neechan (and prolly one of my few really good friends) is moving out of the house finally, and I feel as if she WANTS to get away from us. I understand, cause I want to get out of the house, but... I don't want to grow away from neechan. I'm not sure it can be helped, really.

There's never anyone to talk to... I know that sounds stupid but... it's true at the same time that it's not true. Sure, there's people online, but the people I used to be able to tlak to for hours on end are either no longer online or thy just... don't have time anymore. Not for me at least. Dora has... moved on, at least it feels as if she has. Whenever she talks to me I get this 'oh my god, she does care' feeling... but then she just stops talking after about five minutes. I get maybe five messages from her, and then I don't want to keep pestering her into talking to me. She just has better things to do.

I don't know what happened to poechan. we just don't have much in common anymore. I don't know if we had that much in common in the first place. Now that I finally have a pax to talk about he's stopped playing that. The only subjects I can get him to talk about are dora and the television. I hardly watch tv anymore, and I get upset when we talk about dora, cause sh talk to him a lot... and I never hear from her (see above)

Gem is... occupied. That's not really fair to her, it's just that when she's online, Jamie wants to be online to talk to her, and I'm sure that gem prefers talking to jamie over talking to me anyway. Now, yes, I realize that gam an neechan are much more than just friends, but... gem's my friend to, but because I never get to tlak to her we tend to grow apart as well, whether it's on pupose or not.

I used to be able to talk to sempai too. But she's... I don't think snobby is the word, she never came across as snobby to me, maybe cause I egotistically thought I could see beyond that, or I just didn't want to see it. I don't know, she hasn't been on recently, and as her blog says, she has more or less cause her own sense of apathy at the moment. It's self inflicted, and for good reason too. But it makes it hard to talk to her. I can't even offer my sympathies. Partly because of the apathy/offliness, but also because she doesn't want to hear it. How could I understand what she's going through... I don't know, because I don't understand things unless they are explained to me. But I'm not an idiot, and have my share of problems too... that is why I tend to think I'm a bit qualified to offer symapthies (esp over girl stuff... heavens knows I know about those)

Now, I know that no one who reads my blog even know ryan, but he's more or less abandoned me. I realize he's grounded at the moment, but he can give less than the tiem of day for me now that he's got a new girlfriend. I'm not jealous mind you, I have no interest in ryan other than as a friend. But... that's just it. I feel as if I'm losing a friend, and that there's nothing I can do to prevent it.

Now, I know that no one really wants to hear about cal but he fits in here too. There's this... I don't know how to explain it. A feeling isn't the right word. When *sigh* when I can be with him there's a complete feeling, that's about the only way I can put it. My problem however, is not just that there's a hole there now. It's also because it seems as if... I'm losing him. I don't know what I'm losing him to, but the sense that I am is there. It hurts that... I can't even tell him how I feel, whenever I talk to him my mind gets all tied up and I can't think. And I don't know what I can do to tell him what's wrong. Eh...

wow.. I guess I just sound like a freak... I think I'm going to stop now, I doubt I can piss off anyone else. Now everyones either going to start talking to me out of sheer pity or just stop altogether cause I'm stupid. And I am...

  Monday, September 10, 2001 || 06:52 p.m.

  *gyuuuuuu*
1) gem's cute ^_^

2) dora's sexy

3) I looooove sempai

4) I LOOOOOOOOOOOOVE cal

5) I had a pretty dream last night that Ricky Martin went to my school... What's up with that, I don't even think he's cute or that great a musician... o.o;; There was something else involved, a bicycle and snow *shrugs* Just sharing...

The End

  Monday, September 10, 2001 || 03:44 p.m.

  golb
okay, for starters, I am so tired. I worked today and spent four hours straight (they forgot my break) shelving halloween candy. Man, I'm just loving this holiday thing already. For seconds, HAPPY BIRTHDAY, NEECHAN!!!! For thirds, I have two pics to share with the world.

an angel

green knight me!

Yes, those are supposed to link to simple pages, cause I can't direct link to geocities. nee, poechan I have a question pour vous about frames (cause you know more than I about them) If I was to put a frame at the top of my page, and have that page a geocities page (thus enabling an image) would that be legal to do with frames? *pikupiku* I think I'll ask you when I'm on my own comp and not just blogging, tay? tay.

nemutai... neechan's gonna get drunk tonight ^_^; I'm sad that I'm too young to watch, actually. I get to take home everyone who's under 21 (I think just my imouto and I)... or is her friend coming too? *thinks* I don't know, and for the most part am too brain dead to care.

My thumb itches...

  Saturday, September 8, 2001 || 06:31 p.m.

  ooO!
I have tape on my toes!!

  Friday, September 7, 2001 || 10:11 p.m.

  yume desuka?
OKAY! finally I think I have time to blog my actual dream ^_^;; *ahem* I had become a knight. Yes, my goal and dream of becoming a knight had finally come true *sniffle*. However because a) I was skinny (being a girl does that I guess) and b) due to my girl-ness I was not that outgoing cause I had something to hide, I was not exactly well liked my those outside my squad. My friend the doctor still hung around and was still my friend, etc. All of the knights also had... I guess they would be considered totems, and the more powerful the totem the more powerful the knight. Most had totems like foxes, horses, eagles, but mine was a dragon. I was a veddy accomplished knight at fighting, but I had never actually shown any other skills. The green knights were ranked (kinda like SEED I guess) and most were about level 3, they were skilled fighters, and could call up power when it was REALLY needed. But I was ranked at level 1, I was a better fighter than that, but because I had never shown any powers I was at a level one.

Now, in my dream (*sings* akai bara no naka *thwap*) there was a festival of sorts going on, the highlight of which being a contest amongst the green knights to show off their skills, etc. My squad and I were facing the squad that was more or less our rivals (think griffindor vs. slytherin). I was selected to go first, and was kicking the butt of the person I was put against. I had my totem/spirit thingy with me, and we were fighting (it was not a big dragon, I think it could be if it wanted to, but usually it just sat inside my suit of armor with me) and I thought I had defeated my opponent, when he got back up and was about to use an actual killing stroke. I technically did not have time to block the attack, I barely had time to swing around to face it. My guardian warned me though, and I started to turn, abotu halfway my sword started to glow with a blue light and I cut the other's sword in half. (tadaa! I'm not as powerless as everyone things!) My opponent got really pissed off, and accused me of cheating, saying I had a second guardian because mine was powerless. This of course pissed both me and my dragon off, so we left the area that the contest was being held in. I started just walking around because otherwise I would have beat someone's head in. Somewhere in my walking I ran into a girl that had a crush on me, and she started following me around and for the most part annoying me, but I put up with it cause I was chivalrous or some BS like that. ^_^; Eventually I started back to the area the fight was in, and I started talking to the CM, and then went behind the curtain all the knights were behind to talk to my squad, and found every single one of them had been killed. It wasn't gruesome, but each throat had been cut very neatly, and the blood drained from them. Essentially I was the only green knight left.

And then I woke up to the phone ringing. Thanks mommy, who needs to know what happened ^_^;; So now I'm frustrated, cause I want to know why the blood had been drained, what happened, etc *sigh* oh well. Here I am, at the school... This is my life, and it's ending, one second at a time ^_~

  Friday, September 7, 2001 || 03:03 p.m.

  HARVEST MOON!
otay, still at school and I have a wee bit more time but not enough tiem to blog my dream ^_^;; so, I'll update all of you on harvest moon (I know everyone cares so much) I'm busy romancing the town *grins* I have two red hearts, two green hearts, and a yellow heart at the moment, so I'm all good. I just had to baby sheep last night, chalk and diner (NOT dinner mind you) I don't know if I ever mentioned the baby (well, not so baby now) cows zaphod and battleax ^_^ they're all my pride and joys! Popcorn now has golden wool, and Canteen has golden milk. sadly I suck at the chicken contest and so godzilla got her ass kicked at it *heh* ^_^;; anywho, time to run again, lots of randomness from em today! stay tuned for more dreamyfulness, tay? tay!

  Friday, September 7, 2001 || 02:35 p.m.

  at school
ok, technically this is not MY school, but I'm still at a school ^_^;; I'm helping my mommy at the grade school (she's the copy lady!) so I have paper cuts al over my fingers, oh joyous joy! Amazingly enough one of them is not from today, I gave myself a paper-- er, cardboard cut last night, which I think took great skill ^_^; at the moment I am waiting for her to come back from wathcing the kids a recess, and ran out of things to do so I'm sitting here blogging, fun, ne?

otay, I had another EXTREMELY special dream last night, and I wasn't a gargoyle. first, I have to start with a past of my dream. I was a chic. (wow, for once I was my own gender) But for as long as I can remember my parents had told me they wished I had been born a guy. So I started pretending I was a boy. The world I lived in was mideval (sp?) ish, and there was this order of knights. I'll refer to them as the green knights for the sheer fact that for some reason they all wore green. The green knights all has some innate ability that I don't really understand that gave them power. It made them veddy good fightinh ability and also in times of great need they could use more supernatural powers. Now, knights are guys. I was a girl. However, I was born with a great deal of this said pwer that would make me a knight, only cause I was a girl I could not be a knight. As I got older, my best friend was a doctory-dood. Now, because I was wierd (I'd been acting, dressing, etc as a guy since I was a wee lass) my parents had disowned me. So, I decided I wanted to be a knight, and so my doctor friend went intot he records ad changed my birth certificate type thing so that it said I HAD been born a guy. So I went off to become a knight.

PAUSE!! Okay, my mommy is back from watching recess, I'll relate what actually happened in the dream as opposed to the things I just knew in the dream later, tay? ^_^

*randomly glomps sempai*

  Friday, September 7, 2001 || 02:22 p.m.

  yumena mono...
NOOOO!!! gem, you're going to pervert people by drawing stuff like that!!! (as if we're not all perverted anyway)

otay, this blog was going to be about the really, REALLY special dream I had last night, but I got distracted by gem ^_^;; *ahem* The first one I remember someone broke into my house and was trying to steal SOMEONE'S class ring that I wear around my neck and I woke up, so they stole ME. Then it turned out that they worked for the faceless man (who scares me, some of you might know what I'm talking about). However, like all henchmen they were stupid and I somehow got to a phone and called cal, trying to explain what was going on when they came in and I got my patootie kicked. I was then hooked up to an IV (I had a funky mark on my arm from this when I woke up @_@) that kept me sedated and asleep.

Switch perspective. Cal got a phone call that didn't make much sense from me, but he knew I needed help. So he got some of his friends together (though the only people I recognised were rocky and john) he needed rocky's help to locate where I was I guess *shrugs* I don't pretend to understand that boy... but anyway, they took off in his car, trying to divine where I was I guess. They broke into the wierd house that I was being kept in and liberated me with much fighting (>.<) and I got dumped in thebakc seat (cause I was completely out) and cal decided to prove what a beautiful driver he was as they bad guys were chasing us. Then we went and stayed at a hotel.

The end.

Really. It was a strange dream, but that's all I remember about it. The other dream I was a gargoyle... It was like I was a part of some TV show, not gargoyles mind you, it kept making me think of a medival(sp?) version of Quantum Leap. Only we didn't take the bodies of people per se, just jumping into stories that were progressing around us. Anywho, I was a gargoyle. Gem was there too, she was a sorceress, and neechan was there as well, and I think she was along the lines of a cleric. Sempai was a fighter ^_^; I think she'd be so proud to find that out, and I was a gargoyle. Now, the only part other than who was there that comes to mind (now that I'm awake) is that it was winter. We were flying over this frozen lake, trying to follow some kid who was in a flying sleigh (yes, like santa, but it made me think of lion the witch and hte wardrobe more) I don't really know how everyone was flying, I know I had wings, and gem had a broom but.. *shrugs* Well, the boy fell out of the sleigh, and something else fell too, that was what we were really after, but we had to rescue the boy too cause he fell onto and into the frozen lake. Everyone went after the other thing that fell and I went to try and find where the boy had gone through the ice. Once I found it I dove in, found the boy, but could not find where I had gone in. At this point everyone on the surface was worried cause they had found the thing (it looked like a golden snitch) and were waiting for me to come back up. Finally I got frustrated wuith trying to find the hole that I had gone down through and burst through the ice (ouch...) and spread my wings to glide to the shore.

The End.

Wasn't that beautiful? I have strange dreams... Oh well. ^_^; That's all my bloggyfulness at the moment. JA!

  Thursday, September 6, 2001 || 12:32 p.m.

  layout vs spree
tadaa... sort of... I'm not extremely proud of this layout, but what can I do when spree closes? I'm looking for another free webhost that allows free uplinking at the moment. *sighs* ^_^ I like the title-ish thing though. I thought of it while listening to moby, a song off the play cd, though I know not which. Have a happy day, minna!

  Wednesday, September 5, 2001 || 09:14 p.m.

  o.o
*huggles, petpetpetpetpetpetpetpetpetpetpetpetpetpetpetpetpetpets gem* ;_; m'sorry!! I'd help if I could, but I dunno if there's a great deal I can do...

  Tuesday, September 4, 2001 || 06:27 p.m.

  Trouble Me
eeehhh.... sorry I havn't been on to blog much recently... *is dead from her first day at work* actually, work wasn't so bad... I like Target much better than I liked Maid O' Clover. anywho, the actual point of this blog is cause I found the lyrics to Trouble Me, by Natalie Merchant (I don't know if it's pre or post 10,000 maniacs or not though) I KNOW it sounds stupid, but I'm actually just.. funky tonight. I was trying not to cry while talking to my boyfriend tonight and it's not even his fault. it's mine, cause I'm stupid like that... I don't know anymore... anyway, here's the song, minna

  Friday, August 31, 2001 || 11:08 p.m.

  masaharu!
neechan", I found masaharu! ^_^ took me long enough but I did... ogata masaharu, can be seen here and here. He's a lackey to icchan, the super SPECIAL scientist who helps misaki out a bunch. um... gets beat up a lot by icchan to as I recall... I don't really know why, and he puts up with it too... in that first image icchan is telling masaharu to die ^_^;;

  Friday, August 24, 2001 || 11:25 p.m.

  proudness
I'm so happy for me!! sort of ^_^;; I finally added links to the few blogs I read 9.9 okay, I admit! I've finally started reading blogs! I'm gonna get rocks thrown at me now, I know it...
Irien: freeaak! freeaak!
Rach: shut up!!

now... off to play HM... ^_^

  Thursday, August 23, 2001 || 03:57 p.m.

  PUPPY!
evil. gem. evil. gem. why is it that whenever I go to your blog I start singing... and not the song that's playing on my comp T_T;;

*mumbles* why am I... oh!! I have two baby cows on HM! battleax, and zaphod! ^_^ and then I started over cause I got bored!! (don't ask) so I'm reduced to a dog named calvin and a horse named puppy ^_^

*singing* reach out and *THWAP* no!

  Thursday, August 23, 2001 || 03:38 p.m.

  Cyborg
HEY! If I were a cyborg, my name would mean this:

R.A.C.H.E.L.: Robotic Artificial Calculation and Hazardous Exploration Lifeform

let's go explore something hazardous baby!! and I also got to write my own alanis morisette song!! ready?

Wasn't that beautiful? no, this wasn;t about you're Jermy, neechan ^_^;; THE END!!

  Wednesday, August 22, 2001 || 09:25 p.m.

  go go cactus man!
O.O oh sadness! this really could have something to do with the fact that I did not blog for months on end but... gem doesn't have a link to my blog *wails* she doesn't love me!!
Irien: either that or she has a life
shut up ;_;
Corin: or it could be because she doesn't KNOW you have a new blog?
*piku* you shut up too! the voices, the voices!!

  Tuesday, August 21, 2001 || 11:39 p.m.

  no entries
Um, I didn't do anymore entries for gem's contest yet ^_^; but I did draw three happy people! Richard, the nympomaniac ghost, a human, and a chic. ^_^ aren't I special? I'll reveal why I have a nympho ghost and my two nameless friends within the next few days I think shhhh, it's a secret! ^_~

  Tuesday, August 21, 2001 || 10:56 p.m.

  boredom strikes back
Ok, I think I can officially say that I have been bored for the last day ^_^;; I now have a picture of Sailor Star Lucifer, Poya, and Lucifer. I think I like the last one cause it's acutally a semi-serious one ^__^ (if you ask me luci's a ham... 9.9)

  Tuesday, August 21, 2001 || 02:30 p.m.

  Happies!
*gigglefits* sempai, did I ever tell you I love you? ^_~ that's truly a beautiful story (O.O I actually read someone's blog without being specifically told to, am I sick?)
Well, I drew two pics (so far) for gem's pretty contest Yuken, and Rukura though gem hasn't seen rukura yet... I think he makes an absolutely ADORABLE chocobo-boy though, and yuken's hair is far too similar to faye's anyway.
Cal never goes to the doctor!! It's wierd, cause he went today (doe to broken ribs and bronchitis) what's REALLY sad is that I think he only went for my benefit... But, the doctor say's he'll be okay so long as he keeps his chest wrapped up, so overall it's been a good day! ^_^

  Tuesday, August 21, 2001 || 12:30 a.m.

  denwaaaa!
O.O he called O.O he called O.O he called O.O he called O.O he called O.O he called O.O he called O.O he called O.O he called O.O he called O.O he called O.O he called O.O he called O.O he called O.O he called O.O he called O.O he called O.O he called O.O he called O.O he called O.O he called O.O he called...

  Sunday, August 19, 2001 || 03:29 p.m.

  Needed: funny pointed hats
OTAY! you know, I usually HATE joining clubs, BUUUUUT (o.o) I juuust became a new member of ANCNT (ancient) which is a happy anime club... what's REALLY scary is I think I rank up there in otakuness >.<;; ah well ^_^ *just glomps sempai at random* seeempaaai! I want copies of pretty tapes!! ^__^ (ok, maybe it wasn't so random)

  Friday, August 17, 2001 || 11:54 p.m.

  SCC
why do I feel like a loser for going to a community college this year ;_; now everyone's going to point and laugh cause they're all going to better colleges and I'm just... going to community college *sigh* I'm a loser! I'm going to end up flipping burgers for the rest of my life!!

  Thursday, August 16, 2001 || 07:17 p.m.

  Just wanted lemons...
I am so scared of my family... They went to canada for vacation, just for a week.. and they came back obsessed with mike's hard lemonade. ok, sure I'll give that it's really good and all but o.O;; they got my 14 year old sister drunk at the hotel their last night. Now they're buying it here in the states and trying to figure out how to make their own *shakes her head* am I strange that alcohol isn't my most favorite thing in the world?

  Wednesday, August 15, 2001 || 06:24 p.m.

  100 files
it's truly sad... I had to actually make folders on my spree account because they'll only display 100 files in the file manager ^_^;; and I was about to exceed that 9.9; so I made an entire folder for my blog, I point this out because if soemthing ceases to work image wise, please tell me, cause I had to change file paths, etc all over my blog ^_^;

doo doo doo... you know what's also sad? I already have my next blog layout done, but I think I should give kamui a bit of a chance to been seent he the millions (um, right) who read my blog first, ne? This time though it's actually one of the below mentioned pics, but I'll not mention which (not that half of you haven't already seen it)

I think I might get to go see FF:TSW tomorrow! now, I know most everyone I talked to about it was less than satisfied but... I'm mostly going to see some GORGEOUS animation ^__^ and like I've said, you can't expect someone used to 20+ hours to tell a story to make a 2 hour film, it just doesn't work very well.. it's like trying to cram 20(ish) volumes of manga into a two hour movie *coughxmoviecough*

music: dante's prayer, lorenna mckennitt (sp?)

  Tuesday, August 14, 2001 || 08:30 p.m.

  mocha!
YES YES~! I still want to be named crayon ;_; I think it's a special name... of course I also want ot be named godzilla, but oh well... (I want to be named jamaica!)

Oh goodness, I went to the comic shjop today, and due to lack of my sister I havn't gone for a while now... Is pent thirty dollars and I only have two different comics that get put into my box o.O;; ^___^ I need to go get the princess prince that's there though, it's shoujo and SOOO much fun!

ooooohhh, I found a PRETTY book at value villiage today check it out It both sounds good and look gorgeous, I love hard cover books ;_; sadly they're expensive ^_^ happily this one was two dollars (I LOOOOVE thrift stores)

  Tuesday, August 14, 2001 || 03:14 p.m.

  Kamui looks like Setsuna... sort of...
Okay, I know I was playing with as pics for my layout but... I just liked the idea for this, and I couldn't find anything of setsuna that I have the ability to edit into what I wanted... So I put up kamui! I kinda like how it turned out, but I'm not totally satisfied... this calls for tinkering with it, ne? ^_^

  Monday, August 13, 2001 || 02:28 p.m.

  birth announcement, niban!
TWO baby cows this time, gonzo (the great) and sprite, as well as two baby sheep! ocarina and crayon! I wish my name was crayon...

Anywho, yes, that is where I have been for the last several days *heh* the game's addicting, and my sister is evil! Although I want to rp at the moment... too bad no one is online to rp with, ne? T_T *poke.. pokepokepokes alan* -sarcasm- p-shaw! everyone is supposed to be online and ready to play at my beck and call, duh! the world revolves around me!! -/sarcasm-
karen (the DRUNKARD) has a red heart for me, now... do I woo the other women in the villiage or do I ask her to marry me? *ponderponder* oh! and I'm also sooooo close to finishing chrono trigger, I have one sidequest to finish and then lavos to kick the arse of ^_^ can anyone else tell I have freetime on my hands?

  Sunday, August 12, 2001 || 11:29 p.m.

  Poppy
I'm one proud mommy ^_^ my cow had a baby and it's name is poppy, and it's so cute!! (what cow you ask) Well, the answer that I have to mention that my evil older sister (the one turning canadian) told me to buy the game harvest moon if I saw it cheap, I got it for $20 at circuit city (it was 40 at fred meyers O.o AND the mall) and now, sadly (or not so sadly, depending upon your view, ne?) I'm addicted *sniffle* yes, I am! and proud of it! I have ten, count them, ten chickens! two sheepies, and as of five minutes ago, TWO cows! ^___^ I'm such a proud mommy

Chickens
Mimi, Beanpole, Calico, Fluffy, Fjord, Pretzel, Scratch, Tits (after the famous laroo sister), Godzilla, and Kiwi

Sheep
Popcorn and Pinapple (no room for the e)

Cows
Canteen and POPPY! ^___^

Dog Cal*heartheart* (yes, the hearts are really part of his name, if I'm gonna name something after the boy...)

Horse
Chainsaw (named after a cat that lives near me ^_^ it's cute)

  Saturday, August 11, 2001 || 05:03 p.m.

  Missing: One Rach

  Saturday, August 11, 2001 || 05:02 p.m.

  Union man, UNION!
ok, what's up with being fired over not beign trained right? No one taught me to manually imprint credit cards, I do it wrong, and the powers that be (aka the prick who own the company) decided I was short that much money (essentially stole it from them) and needed to be let go... T_T I don't even have anyone to get mad at. I don't KNOW anyone other than my manager, and she was fighting with whoever fired me over it... I can't get mad at gher, it wasn't anyone's fault at the store I was working at... grr
So!! Guess who started their job hunt all over again today? ME!! wow, you're smart! *is all bristley like an angry kitty cat* oh well... that's it for this lovely ranty blog

  Monday, August 6, 2001 || 11:50 p.m.

  Day Off
WHAT THE HECK?! I only have two days off every week... It's nice getting a paycheck and all, but dammit! I WANT my days off! what is up with getting called in to a store, I don't even work at! I wanted my day off!!! *cries* life sucks...

  Saturday, August 4, 2001 || 01:14 a.m.

  God Moving over Water
tiiiired... am I the only one that finds it strange that when I'm schedualed to get off work at 8:30, I don't leave the store until 10?
aaanyway, I had a pretty poem I wrote for someone's character by the name of Blade. It's kinda SPECIAL in it's own way, but I randomly had it fall into my lap (literally) when I started this blog, os I might as well devote the blog to it, ne? ^_^ here tis

Essence of Silence
Dark eyes watch from the shadows
Observing that which move about them
Soulful eyes die with other's pain
Unable to help where once they could
Protective eyes, self-appointed knight
Golden eyes look back, unafraid
From behind the cage of swords and glass
The silence shifts, a muffled whisper
Scent of blood lingering in the air
Metallic scream, snare of his own deeds
Welcoming damnation, nessicary sacrifice of soul
Death of a diety, silence stands as a star winks out
Golden eyes hooded, sorrowed apology floats
Sword settled in it's grave to rust
Protective eyes, steadfast for eternity
Soften to let light into webbed shadows
Soulful eyes allow new life, wary of more death
Willing to risk their own on a chance
Dark eyes fade as golden shadows dance
Essense of Silence

  Thursday, August 2, 2001 || 10:40 p.m.

  Depend on you
does anyone else notice I name everything after songs? Makes for good, random titles in a blog too! ^_^ this is... a blog about nothing

Irien (v.2): and there's something new about this?
Rach: urusai T_T

Okay, I'm kinda liking picture number one... just cause it's wierd, but I'm still hoping someone else will help me by voting (thanks poechan an sempai!)

On another note... I don't want to go to work ;_; does anyone else find it strange that I'm supposed to be doen with my shift at 8:30 and didn't get home until 10 last night? strangely this doesn't happen when I close on weekends, coudl it possibly be becuase I close with someone else? gee, I dunno *growls* I'm so tired of doing my work AND hers T___T
^_^ anwho...

  Thursday, August 2, 2001 || 02:07 p.m.

  I don't WANT to decide...
okay folkses, I have about seven as pics I like at the moment... here's links to the all for your viewing pleasure ^_^

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tadaa! the actualy pics are bigger than those, but spree only uploads files under 500 kb *shrugs* call me a as pic psycho ^_~ I liiiike to collect pretty things! so help me out here, tay? thanks!

  Thursday, August 2, 2001 || 01:37 a.m.

  Eternity... take two?
o.o hellooooo... *echoes* Irien (v.2): told ya no one's out there... Rach: T_T;; shush...

*ahem* well, at sempai's request, I'm going to TRY to blog again... I don't gaurantee I'm going to look at many other blogs at this point... I can barely see straight after work let alone remember who's blogs I absolutely -must- go see ^_^;; gomene... Hey! isn't this just the BEST template too? I'm gonna try to fix that in thje near future, cause I have *drumroll* THREE days off next week! this is a new record ^_^;;
SO! what should I do as a theme? o.o;; I'm kinda thinking angel sanctuary ^_^ cause I looove dat manga. Or fushiyuu, cause I'm getting to watch the second half of that... hmm... anywho, I'd love ideas, so just send 'em to me via aimm or yahoo, I'm on those the most recently ^_^;; you should all know how to contact me, right?! right! *yawns* bed... calling...

  Thursday, August 2, 2001 || 12:35 a.m.